Tuesday, August 16, 2011

What kind of life are you living if not just a fanfiction of someone else's?

So I’ve been missing for a whole month ^o^ I haven’t been doing anything (productive) at all though, no worries :3

Nothing much has been happening these days either. The world is a boring place 'o' such is the tragedy that is real life.. everything is so.. normal, so mundane.. Or maybe its just my life :3 Things have really gotten stagnant and boring, and so have I ;o;

This is mostly because I’ve been practically hibernating for the past few months ^w^ If you can call moving around, actively posting shit on facebook, playing magic every week and going to work every weekday ‘hibernating’ :P

What I’ve been hibernating from is my responsibilities T_T which includes blogging. Yes, somehow, blogging, which was an escape and a way to procrastinate from doing work became.. a job, a task to do, and so naturally, I procrastinated on blogging ^o^

But a lot of what I do is still the same, I still have bursts of ideas coming into my head, some nice quotes, some funny thoughts, but instead of saving them all up and vomiting them in one go in a nice, long blogpost, I have internet access now! ^o^ and along with that, I have constant access to facebook.

And facebook, is where I’ve been spending most of my time voicing my stuff out. It’s a lot more fun than blogging, quite honestly, as I don’t have to post long-ass posts (although most of the things I post on facebook are at least 17 times longer than what the average person posts).. and more importantly, there is constant feedback on facebook! ;o; I long for the attention interaction.. those are so fun ;w;

In the end, though (now is ‘the end’, btw. bye)






…*cough* :P

Where was I? Ah yes, I still feel kinda guilty for leaving my blogs dead, though. Although I often joke that nobody reads them, I know that there are people who do, and I’m kinda letting them down everytime they visit and see no new updates .o. I used to update every day! @O@

..how I long for those days T_T I was so free back then…

But to cut a long story short, I feel like its such a waste that I’m not blogging anymore, and while most of the time these days I’m pretty much brain dead from working and pouring everything on facebook, I still wanna at least try to post on my blogs as often as possible ^^ just as a ‘thing’ that I do. I need something to push me, to train myself to be more disciplined.. because honestly, I’m not doing anything at all every night :P Just.. staring at the computer, facebook, youtube, .. god knows what (not porn >o<) .. just wasting my time @O@

the internet is a very very dangerous thing, kids T_T I was so much more productive when I didn’t have internet access… seriously.

So yeah, gotta go back to work now :P I’m at work now actually T_T Tuesdays have to stay back lol. If you wanna see more stuff from me, check out my facebook! I post random crap there everyday XD;;;

As always, thanks for reading :3

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